
It's summer in Chicago. Really and truly, full-on summer. Not a San Francisco summer with a teasing sun that tricks you into thinking a tank top and shorts could be appropriate attire for the day, only to give you a cold shoulder by late afternoon when the fog arrives. No, you can count on Chicago's sun to stick around for a few months. I'm thrilled to partake in all that a good summer offers: bike rides, street festivals, grilling, roof tops, cold beer, tank tops, flip flops, iced lattes, outdoor cafés, trips to the beach... and of course a great read. Right now I'm savoring a book of poems called
Echo Train by my friend
Aaron Fagan. Because I'm not a writer, it's hard for me to describe his work, other than to say it's visual, raw and real, sometimes tender, sometimes pissed-off and mixed with a unique sense of humor. It dangles me somewhere between tears and laughter. On the most superficial level, it will leave you feeling way smarter and cooler than you felt before you read his book.
Gym
There is safety around the smell of coffee and laughter.
And a story so simply told it sounds like our story—
Like your life, a lie you made up as you went along—
Until it stopped working, and then you are the hair
Arrested in the shower and won't wash down the wall.
And it's puzzling in the purest sense of puzzling to you—
Inspiration comes in with a dusty tool bag and leaves.
And you wear that "What the fuck?" expression you have
Every time you experience an aspect of relativity like this.
Everything and nothing infinitely like something and never
Left to be what it is or would become begins to sound
Like math for peace—if you just took an involuntary breath
Of hope and surrendered even more to what happens next
And everything you can't imagine after that, with love.
And that is when we doubt and say you'd have to be dead
Or free. The storyteller tells us only our idea of who
We are is dead. And that we are all our own religion.